Hey Everyone!
Mood:  happy
My new permanent blog is (finnaly) therapideyemovement.tripod.com

Hope to see you their,

Josh

Hello!
Mood:  lyrical
Yeah! Anyway it would appear that Bobert and I continue to be good friends. (That was a close one).

What a Day
Mood:  a-ok
Anyway, for those of you who I haven't gotten a chance to talk to lately (srry theirs so many of you), it is because I have started working for my uncle Bill down at his 100 year old Westinghouse building. (As usual it is slightly angering that nobody knows what Westinghouse is as it has been replaced by bloody foreign brands, who cares if our our forefathers labour isn't even remembered). I was offered another Peters job at $8.00 hour, just to start off too, but oh well I decided to do the extremely selfless thing and take my $2.00/hour job to help out my Uncle. So after a week or so of working from 8:00 to Midnight I finnaly got a day off. Yeah! A day just to do whatever. So being me I thought it would be nice to put aside some time to spend with my friends that day. (This wasn't comepletly selfless as what would you do without your friends) So I made plans to go out with Miss T. and Bobert to the mall. The day started off rather nice, I finnaly slept in and upon waking up I took lots of time just wandering around and doing whatever. Around 12:00 I think it was I headed over to the mall to meet them. So I come in we just wander around talking rather oddly about stupid yet comfortable things. After a while we decided to leave and get a bite to leave at licks and then maybe catch a movie after. So anyway we walk towards the busses, and I ask Tanya for change, she says yes and then storms onto the bus. So I thought how rude it was, and then just left to go get a coffee to help through what was becoming a lesser and lesser "good day". After I camled down and thought long and hard, I had come to the conclusion I would call and tell them that what they had done was very rude and ask them why they would do it. So I called them, and they said it was big mixup, supposedly when she stormed off unto the bus while I was in midsentence talking to her, and then when I left for my coffee upon receiving that insult, they thought it was me that had stormed away. No, I corrected them, and then they said if I wanted to do something with them, I would have to come and track them down. I said I would think about it. Then about 20 minutes and a coffee later, they got a call. I had intially decided I would tell them how utterly disturbing and shocking it was that they would do this to me, or any friend for that matter. I would name 3 examples off the top of my head, where they stormed off on me and I still decided to go after them and see what wrong. The largest one being the time where I got off a bus, and ran for about three blocks because Bobert has decided to just randomly get off the bus and storm away for no paticular reason. (this was a few months ago)Or the time Tanya decided to storm out of Spaghetts back entrance and I rushed out and put my then job on the line just to make sure she was okay. Both of these are relatively just more recent examples as while. I mean today it hadn't even be me that had stormed off, as it turns out it was neither of us, but they still didnt care about me enough or were too selfish too just come back. Ulitimatley though, I had finnally started to live by what I have known and felt for a long time, it was never about us, its always been about them, or more specifically mostly Tanya. And in doing so I simply called them back disregarded everything I thought in the phone call and simply said Im not coming and hung up. The realization that our friendship (with tanya) had come to its end, that had been building up for months and months had finnally won out. No more late night phone games so they could bash me, no more tanya, tanya, tanya, where when tanya has a bad day thats all everybody cares about, no more when tanya cries everyone has to stop saying what they feel and make her feel better, and no more Robert siding with Tanya and fighting Tanya's fights and as always had been choosing tanya constantly over me, and lying for her, and of course being the main participant in the late night phone treachery. Anyway I have for the first time in a long time feel alot better. In techinicallity, I still count Tanya among my friends for old time sake, but now I think we are all free to meet other friends, and go to whatever school we want, etc, etc. I am still not sure if Bobert and I are still friends, that will have a lot to do with wether or not he accepts all of this, and wether or not he realizes that any friendship we continue to have will be completely freed and therefor completely different from the the threeway friendship we have had for the last year, It will have to be a true freindship with no tanya in the middle of everything (most likely much stronger as real trust is even a large possibility)(I hope I don't loose his friendship) Anyway for once in my life I feel like I am on journey, and only god is party to where it will take me. It feels like all of this mess is just part of the natural progression of my journey. Whatever the case I'm free, free from one of the most elitist, bitchy and arrogant people I have ever known.


PS: All of this relflects my most true and thought out feelings on the situation, and although I doubt tanya and I are real friends anymore, hopefully we can make it easier (especially for those in the middle of this, wink wink) for everyone and remain on friendly terms. Last but not least I would like to say that as mean as the "bitchy, arrogant and elitist" statements may be they seem to best represent how I have been treated lately by her.

Eminems Latest Video
Mood:  flirty
Now Playing: Ass Like That (Eminem)
Since everyones seems to be looking for Eminems latest music video, here it is!


Ass Like That

An Important Blog Post
Mood:  happy
Dear Julie,

I would like to dedicate this letter to you. As you are probably the only person who has remained my friend throughout all of high school. You are a true friend, not a fake one who stabs you in the back they second they stand to gain. You care about everyone around you, and defend and care about those who lack any other friends or source of kindness. This is whether you realize it or not, an amazing quality, one that everyone definitely needs. That is a value I admire more than any other in you.

A lot of people don't take you seriously, they see you as an object or some sort of dumbfounded puppy dog, and they treat you the same way. While Julie, I take you seriously, and apologize for every incident where I have done things that have made you feel like a child instead of an equal. In fact of all the people I know, no one else has had the maturity and confidence to stick true to her feelings and what you know is right. I hope that everyone that reads this blog will realize that Julie is not a puppy dog, she is not an object, she is not a cute little pet of which to adore, (I'm still not sure whether or not she's innocent), she is a role model for what many of us (incl. myself) should strive to be more like. Julie I greatly appreciate you, and you are the only person within the WSMNT circle of friends, and of people I have ever met at Westmount, and indeed my life in general, that I truly trust to stand up for me, whether or not I am present.


Josh

PS: (You may be our equal, but your still our Julie, LOL)

Mood:  caffeinated
Now Playing: Touched by an Angel (via the Della)
Every teenager seems to go through spurts and try new and usually very stupid things. For it me its Della Reese. Anyway Im half a sleep, but heres to you Della!

Della Rocks!

BOOBERT GOT LAID!
Mood:  surprised
Now Playing: Boobert and Shyanne on the Back of a Bus!/
OMG! Boobert finnaly got laid! But to guess who, SHYANNE! Thats right, our transvetie crossdressign friend from Westmount. Oh well anyway congrats. Whens the wedding thoug? (LOL, not that serious yet)

PARIS HILTON EATS CHICKEN
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Chicken, Chicken, Chicken!
Oh no..................... I just found out that Paris Hilton eats chicken professionally now. Thats HOT!



Paris Eats Chicken!

Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Joshs BLOG (Comedy, Action, Adventure, Thriller, Horror, and anything else thinkable)
Welcome to my Blog's Christening, (YEAH! Thats right, my blog is being christened!) Anyway, so when one blog becomes to ugly, and slow, one seeks to start a new one, one not so horribly ugly. And here it is, in the form of Josh's Corner. For those of you that read this Blog (I am pretending you exist) be ready to annoyed, happified (their will be made up words), laughed out, and at some point maybe even a little interested. So here it is, my first blog entry.

Were Preists!
Mood:  incredulous
Now Playing: When Josh and Mr G. got Ordained! (Comedy)
So in case everyone didn't know, I found this realy cool site (actually my friend found it and im taking the credit, bitch!) where you can get ordained online, and everything. Once part of their "virtual fellowship" you can according to Canadian/American law peform all standard Christian Religious and legal ceremonies, including Marriage! So anyway as of today I have recieved confirmation that i'm in the Saint Luke Evangelical Christian Ministries, well here it is. (Its amazing the things people will do to help their freinds get into religous schools, anyway who wants to get married by me first!)



Electronic Mail Notification of Fellowship,
at the Saint Luke Evangelical Christian Ministries


Date: Mon, 27 Jun 2005 10:45:33 -0400
From: "David M. Ford"
To: josh_hughes79@yahoo.com, "David M. Ford"
Subject: Letter of Ordination for Joshua Johnathon Hughes, June 27, 2005


KNOW ALL MEN BY THESE PRESENTS - - that Saint Luke Evangelical Christian Ministries accepts Joshua Johnathon Hughes, having demonstrated by actions and by statement of faith a love for Our Lord Jesus Christ and His Word, into the world-wide ministry of Saint Luke Evangelical
Christian Ministries.

ON OATH

I, Rev. Dr. David M. Ford, on behalf of this ministry and all its members, do hereby select, appoint, and anoint you, Joshua Johnathon Hughes, a legally ordained independent minister of Saint Luke Evangelical Christian Ministries, and authorize you to perform all standard Christian religious services including the rites of marriage and baptism, on this day, June 27, 2005.


Rev. Dr. David M. Ford
Pastor/Administrator
Saint Luke Evangelical Christian Ministries
http://saintlukeministries.org